The ongoing battle to ascend to higher states of consciousness…
Moon waxing gibbous 13.1 days, Aquarius – Air. Time 14:18, planet hours: Venus.
I have to mark this moment as one of particular significance. I will elaborate on it at a later time, when I have taken enough time to understand what has just been revealed to me.
Epiphanic to say the least…
Moon waxing gibbous 8.7 days, Sagitarius – Fire. Time 14:18, planet hours: Sun.
Resonance is the most significant aspect of this conscious environment, or possibly any level of consciousness. Resonance is the very fabric (cliché) of the foundation of this existence. How do I know this? I am now under constant attack. This provides me with a unique environment to experiment. The attacks come in two separate and often combined forms. The first being electronic and the second being psychic. The electronic form is pervasive, it affects everyone due to entrainment. The psychic form is specific. The sources are irrelevant because they are covert, sometimes unintentional and undetectable as evidence. It is important to focus on the defence and preservation of a resonant signature that is aligned with ascension, and or the expansion of conscious states within this physical conscious reality.
August 18 2018, 21:36 – Shifts in my conscious environment were prompted by a change in my conscious resonant frequency. Meditation alone cannot alleviate a coordinated attack. A familiar dark cloud forms with a palpable element of fear and hopelessness. Noise levels increase in my neighboring environment with an underlying sinister tone. I utilize my devices and restore my normal state of conscious resonance. I am giddy as my conscious environment becomes peaceful and quiet. I am still amazed by the nature of these events. They remind me of my passage through the void, a very familiar tactic by those familiar dark entities.
The methods I have found effective are specific in the preservation of natural and possibly ancient frequencies that are far more abundant than those disruptive, possibly weaponized, artificial frequencies mentioned above (psychic methods are resonant thought forms that need not travel in the nonlocal environment of consciousness). Symbols (words, signs, 2D and 3D structures) have specific resonant signatures that are resistant to entrainment and are beacons that are capable of interfering with harmful frequencies. One particular 3D form that has significant energetic, biological, resistive and defensive properties is the octahedron, popularly known by its exposed structural half as a pyramid. I am theorizing that most ancient (predating Egyptian appropriation) pyramid structures are octahedrons (one of the platonic solids), one half exposed to the air (electrical – 100 lightning strikes per second on average on this planet) and the other half buried in the earth (ground). These structures exist on the surface of a planet spinning 1000 mph, 1609 km/hr traveling 18 mps, 30 km/s. Are there octahedrons on the poles?
Water – 2 parts hydrogen, one part oxygen. As mentioned in other posts, water is the substrate of consciousness. Plants utilize the energy of the sun’s resonance to dismantle the molecule to harvest hydrogen and release oxygen. It is capable of exhibiting three resonant forms, vapor, liquid and solid (holy trinity). It makes up 70 percent of the human biology and highly concentrated in the brian. It is the conduit of conscious frequencies, capable of retaining entrainment. While living in Hawaii, I spent 4-5 days each week either swimming or surfing. The accumulation of energy prompted a conscious expansion within me that threatened those greater than I. It is the source of all things.
639 – As it is above, so it is below.
Moon waning crescent 26.4 days, Cancer – Water. Time 14:45, planet hours: Mercury.
Consciousness is something that I can sense in a quasi-physical way. I beleive that everything within the whole of consciousness is conscious, but not all things are alive. There is an aspect of consciousness that I am beginning to feel or sense as pressure. This could be an attempt by my frame of reference to make sense out of what I am sensing. This stimulus could be a vibration, or resonance, from an energy field or an entity with a very energetic resonance.
I cannot sense and emotional component of the pressure, it is neither negative nor positive. The pressure is not always present, but when I feel it is a very tangible experience for my conscious mind. I interpret the pressure, or energy field, somewhat like opening an oven and feeling the heat radiate over the front of your body, but there is no heat or atmospheric disturbance caused by the rising heat energy. You know it is there, so much so, that you are compelled to reach out and try to touch it.
At this time I do not know what it is. And, as I write this senence I can feel/sense it on the front of my chest, neck and face.
Moon waning crescent 25.7 days, Cancer – Water. Time 23:35, planet hours: Venus.
I ran some errands and crossed paths with a group of young men that were following me on foot. It is fortunate that people have difficulty hiding their emotions. The face and eyes will usually betray a person when they encounter something unexpected.
What made this interesting was that they were trying to hide their faces, at least the ones behind the person leading the expedition. Shifty looking character, which makes them easier to remember. Something is a little different now. They looked like they may have been able to handle themselves.
So what was their purpose? Are they trying to provoke me or intimidate me? I have been here before, there is little that intimidates me anymore. They looked like they were the ones that were intimidated. What could they possibly be afraid of?
I beleive that they are afraid that I will realize what I am, or will become. To be completely honest, I share their fear. My unconscious still won’t show me what I want to see. Maybe they can help me awaken that dormant part of me. The pace begins to quicken.
Spooky action at a distance.
Moon waning crescent 23.3 days, Taurus – Earth. Time 18:15, planet hours: Luna.
In trying to understand my conscious environment and the shifts in consciousness that I am able to detect, this day is one that needs to be noted. The shift is in a negative direction with bizzare (even for me) activity of those around me. This day follows the last quarter of the current lunar cycle.
Moon waning gibbous 20.2 days, Aries – Fire. Time 16:15, planet hours: Mars.
Through the process of elimination I have proven to myself what I stated in the post Journal: Mental. I opened myself up to attacks and my antagonists took advantage. I then experimented with varying methods to counter those attacks. The most effective method(s) was able to disrupt both electronic and psychic interference. The method was one that utilizes resonance, vibration or frequency (whatever term you prefer). I can no longer doubt the effectiveness of these devices.
I have been experimenting with devices that allow me to produce the desired effect, but similar devices can be found online that utilize various Rodin coil windings and its permutations. These devices are crutches that are capable of interfering with a variety natural and unnatural phenomena, but are not a permanent solution (a voice in a vivid dream once called the devices Tom-Foolery). The ultimate solution lies within my unconscious.
Something interesting occurred when a device was used to interfere with a psychic attack I was defending against. As the attack was countered, there was a distinct odor detected in the room. Robert Bruce stated that he has also experienced certain odors associated with attacks that he has endured. The room was closed, no vents or windows were open and I could smell the odor for a few seconds as if someone walked by me. I have detected the odor in the middle of a bike ride in the mountains with no one in sight and several times inside my home. The odor is associated with a specific entity or shaman practicing dark arts. Friend or foe I do not know.
I have encountered shaman or entities in the past. I have stared back at them from a distance defiantly. Most of the minor shaman I have encountered were surprised I was unaffected by their efforts. But, this specific shaman is now identifiable regardless of the realm of its existence.
My conscious reality has become a sci-fi novel…
Moon waning gibbous 19.4 days, Aries – Fire. Time 19:40, planet hours: Mars.
I have been under attack for the past couple of days. I saw it coming. It is a lot like knowing that a storm is coming and that you prepare for it and ride it out. I do have some means of mediating relief of the attack, but it just hovers over you like a dark cloud. These events present an opportunity to test your resolve and endurance. Focus your attention back at it and see what you can find (twins).
I can remember when I was not aware of the source. It had a profound affect on my state of mind. That overbearing hopelessness and self-doubt can incapacitate you, like an anxiety attack that lasts for days. I feel for those that must endure these attacks without knowledge of its source. It is easy to succumb to that downward spiral when you are unable to see it any other way.
I will say again that I am supremely fascinated by it. Just knowing that some entity has a means to induce this feeling in another has captivated my attention on a completely different level this time. A parasite of consciousness of the lowest level consumed by its own negativity. I have to admit, it’s a pretty good trick.
I am split by the negative emotions while my unconscious quietly takes on the part of the observer. That unconscious component keeps me tethered and patient until it passes. I kind of get used to it, but when I do, it subsides. I surmise that parasites give up when you allow yourself to ignore them. I recite the “litany against fear” (Frank Herbert’s Dune) and chuckle when done.
What brought this on? I am fighting back in more ways than before. It feels right to do more, now…
Thank you.
Moon waning gibbous 18.5 days, Pisces – Water. Time 21:06, planet hours: Mercury.
I have been reading and watching material regarding mental health from leading psychologists. I am starting to believe that they may have a grasp of the conscious state of mind, but are unable, or unwilling, to grasp the vast remaining unconscious. This actually benefits their profession since it is rooted in our conscious reality, but it does very little for those that straddle this reality and the unconscious.
I am now comfortable with differing states of mind and the un/conscious states of reality whether they are artificial or otherwise. The key is resonance. It is more fitting to call them states of resonance than states of mind. We know this to be true from brainwave (binaural) entrainment. We know this to be true because a thought and a word can change your state of mind. It is all right there waiting to be accessed and applied.
The difficulty, for me, is control. I am aware of it. Control may be too difficult, too much flow. It is better to guide than to control. We are biological vibrational detectors. Consciousness is a state of vibration that we interpret through sight, sound, emotion, cognition, touch and taste. We influence consciousness whether we realize it or not. Constantly resonating and feeding back upon itself. We know this is true from the use of psychedelics. For those that realize this, they will find true freedom.
Moon waning crescent 23.9 days, Taurus – Earth. Time 23:03, planet hours: Jupiter.
I was engaged in a self talk session a few moments ago. It occurred to me that I susceptible to the thoughts and feelings of others in an indirect manner. I believe it people who have this ability are called empaths, but I do not consider myself one. I am probably sensitive to the emotional energy of people in my immediate conscious environment. An overload of background noise…
This helps to explain why I enjoy isolated places. Afternoon bike rides to the top of a mountain during the middle of the week were always worth the struggle to get there so I can take in the silence. When I rode with someone it wasn’t as rewarding and I never understood why until now. The silence and possibly the absence of thoughts (emotional energy) was what drove me to isolated areas.
The feeling of a kind of emotional relief or the absence of emotional energy, other than my own, is very satisfying and uplifting. I cannot find that satisfaction in populated areas. This has never been more evident in my life than at this moment. Meditation offers some relief, but it never compares to complete isolation.
Location, location, location…
Moon waning gibbous 17.2 days, Aquarius – Air. Time 16:35, planet hours: Mars.
Changes in your conscious and unconscious realities can be similar to a change in the weather, those subtle shifts in the wind, that chill in the air, high crystalline clouds, etc. Shifts in the activity levels (resonance) of the un/conscious environment may be an increase or decrease in energetic influences that speak to your intuition. These signs are dependant on your own unique relationship with consciousness, your higher self, and how they are interpreted by your current conscious state of mind.
Our natural world is the physical manifestation of consciousness and if there was one element that could represent consciousness in its physical form it would be Hydrogen (thought to be the most abundant element in the known universe) and its related compound water (H2O). Water may very well be the medium to which consciousness propagates. Changes in the weather of consciousness are constant and influenced by the positions of the moon, and there is no greater body that has a unique influence upon water than the moon. Because we are 70% (brain is 73% water) water, we are well equipped to sense those changes and also able to influence them.
Thoughts can influence water, as demonstrated by Dr. Masaru Emoto. And, thoughts are the means by which we influence the law of attraction,
a fundamental law of consciousness. Thoughts act upon the fluid environment of consciousness. In our current conscious reality, thoughts are not considered an act itself even though all acts are preceded by thoughts. This serves the laws that govern our social construct because we do not associate thoughts as criminal unless it is accompanied by an unlawful action. But, thoughts act upon the whole of consciousness ultimately influencing all that reside within consciousness or a specific realm within consciousness. Each thought sends a ripple throughout the pool of consciousness.
All things begin as thoughts and are manifested within consciousness with the specific intention of will for the purpose of expanding the whole of consciousness. If what I have expressed is valid then all thoughts are “intentive actions” that act upon consciousness directly. Our conscious lives are relegated to this physical construct, but our will resides upon a higher plane of consciousness and acts upon this physical reality.
Something unexpected is happening. My state of mind is changing. I am losing interest in most things and distraction is losing its audience to an ever growing spate of ??clarity?? (something I am unable to fully describe yet). It feels familiar like my higher self and somewhat unrecognizable or new.
I have been confused on many instances when a thought manifests in my conscious reality. Sometimes, I am unable to determine if the thought caused the manifestation or if a coming conscious event (intuitively) triggered the thought, this dilemma has become more evident. My current focus is to sustain this state of mind and to approach my thought process with greater respect and responsibility, while keeping track of the lunar cycles and the evolving climate of consciousness. Attention is critical. Thoughts are things…
Moon waning gibbous 13.7 days, Capricorn – Earth. Time 20:35, planet hours: Luna.
Things that I used to find interesting are no longer so. My attention span for most things is diminishing also. I attribute these changes to my evolving relationship with consciousness.
This is kind of surprising, I thought that I would become more Zen-like, more like the peaceful caring monk I read about in the many philosophical books of my not so distant past. But, I have become impatient and disinterested with the mundane. What I am beginning to suspect is that my conscious reality has always been overly saturated with distractive elements and now I am no longer able to give those distractions my attention.
Moon waxing gibbous 13.7 days, Sagittarius – Fire. Time 21:45, planet hours: Jupiter.
From the perspective of conscious immortality, there are pitfalls. I know that I am an immortal conscious being, but in my current physical state there are perceived limitations prior to mastering consciousness. Time is not on my side within this conscious simulation. During the waxing and waning of the moon I cycle through similar emotional states.
I can see the infinite within the finite. There are no limits within the confines of consciousness. Abraham was right, there is so much in abundance and it is fitting because the unbridled expansion of consciousness requires it. My role is defined and as every bit in constant flux. It is all a fascinating bit of theater. Everything singing its own song, all in the same key, not always in my prefered pitch.
Acceptance is a wedge that pries at my attachments and well honed habits. I struggle to care. If it is all a dream then why should I care at all? Everything is temporary. It always has been and forever will be. The chaos is just a facade of what we are unable to understand, all while never knowing we sing the same song
What matters? Everything and nothing, soon to be replaced by some other thing even though they all now seem to be the same thing. Consciousness wastes nothing.
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Moon waxing crescent 3.8 days, Taurus – Earth. Time 00:16, planet hours: Mars.
It is difficult to interpret and understand the conscious universe. The depth and breadth of consciousness is infinite, manifesting before our eyes, never the same, existing within the moment, then to sublimate into something else.
I am left feeling that I missed an opportunity to learn something new. Was today a trial run towards acceptance? I bore witness to a level of consciousness that I have tried to avoid in the past. I can sense it before it comes, but I cannot avoid it or change it. How does one accept something that is undesirable?
The Prevention of Ascension 