Journal: Losing Interest

Moon waning gibbous 13.7 days, Capricorn – Earth. Time 20:35, planet hours: Luna.

Things that I used to find interesting are no longer so. My attention span for most things is diminishing also. I attribute these changes to my evolving relationship with consciousness.

This is kind of surprising, I thought that I would become more Zen-like, more like the peaceful caring monk I read about in the many philosophical books of my not so distant past. But, I have become impatient and disinterested with the mundane. What I am beginning to suspect is that my conscious reality has always been overly saturated with distractive elements and now I am no longer able to give those distractions my attention.

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