The ongoing battle to ascend to higher states of consciousness…
Author: 3maxxxam3
I am just a normal person having an abnormal experience. Am I crazy? Yes, of course I am crazy. Anyone that seeks to understand and master consciousness has to be insane. Sanity is a characteristic of the average being that accepts what they experience as reality. Insanity is a necessity when attempting to navigate the illusion of this conscious reality. There are no limits placed upon humankind, just the ones we place upon ourselves.
Robert Bruce has been mentioned on this site many times because his book Practical Psychic Self Defense Handbook has helped me to defend against the dark arts and negative entities. Unless you have suffered from these kinds of attacks it is difficult to imagine that they can exist. Upon discovering that most of the attacks I have endured were (are) from dark arts and/or negative entities and applying his methods and receiving relief it drastically changes your perspective.
Since this surprising revelation I have gained relief from temporary pain in the heart, liver and pancreas. I have found relief from oral infections that would occur during the waxing phase of the moon. I have found relief from sharp pains in the temple region of the brain, sudden feelings of fear, loss, hopelessness and sorrow. And the most significant being releived of spikes of anger for no reason at all. Placebo? Maybe, since I cannot prove that the psychic dark art attacks actually exist. Delusional? I cannot rule out the possibility of delusion since I regard this reality as an illusion, that in itself is a paradox.
So why are we here? An article published in the Washington Post titled: At night she suffered through searing pain, by morning it mysteriously vanished. What caught my attention is that the pain the woman in the article was experiencing happened only at night. Bruce reports that most negative entities attack at night. My initial attacks in Honolulu started at 17:30 every night and would not let up until sunrise.
As part of the quick start guide from Bruce’s book he recommends to repeat core affirmation, turn on all overhead lights, take a long shower (“The running water of a shower is your primary EMF (electromagnetic-force) defense against direct attack. Notice that you feel more peaceful under the shower” – The woman in the article was able to find relief with showers), apply Tiger Balm or essential oil to affected area, use of incense, play uplifting music loudly, sliced garlic cloves placed in room, sleep electrically grounded, get as much sunlight during the day as possible…
My use of incantations brought sudden relief from the attacks I have endured for seven straight years or more. I cannot express what a releif that is. I am grateful that my physical suffering was not as severe as the suffering endured by the subject in the article. My experience was more psychological in nature prompting a kind of spiritual renaissance – aided by my higher unconscious self.
The woman in the article later had a tumor removed from her spine. The tumor was easy to remove and encapsulated. She found relief after two years of suffering. Her mother had a schwannoma (a tumor of the tissue that covers nerves – also cited in Robert Bruce’s book as negative entity attacks that can cross generations within a family – she also lost a sister to breast cancer). Interesting coincidence? Unfortunately the woman was not able try some of the methods described by Bruce before the tumor was removed, so we’re lost in the land of speculative what-ifs… Bruce states that prolonged attacks can cause detrimental physical illness that must be attended to by health practitioners – please follow this advice.
We are relegated to the ranks of speculation in these matters without out scientific evidence. Not much chance that the A.M.A. will open up a department to investigate illnesses caused by possible psychic dark art attacks considering they were\are a driving force against shamanic healing, witch craft and natural healing methods in general.
Interesting video on a mathematical paradox. Give it a chance and try to understand what Michael Stevens – Vsauce is presenting. Videos (information) like this are a kind of mental exercise. Where concepts are thrown at your brain and the act of following and incorporating new information stimulates existing synapse and possibly creating new ones. The ’cause’ will present an unimaginable ‘effect’ some time in the not so distant future. Like planting a seed of unknown origin and waiting to see what will start to grow.
Consciousness is infinite. It forever was and it forever will be… If you want to grasp the concept of consciousness you may want to try to understand the infinite. And the above paradox may aid in that understanding. I think it is a healthy practice to poke a stick at the edges of your current understanding of this reality. Start by gently prodding before the first initial jab, works best.
Time: 20:41 – Our physical reality and our physical bodies (conscious selves) are finite. Our reality is subject to constant change, transformation and evolution. Our unconscious selves are just as infinite as the whole of consciousness. I agree with Michael in that the only weirdness is our current existence within our conscious universe. The gnostics would agree that our place here is unnatural. It helps us to understand why we feel separate from our (un)conscious reality and from one another. No worries, when it comes to the end of our finite existence we will once again be able to grasp the infinite.
That separation makes this reality seem like being locked in a cage (prison) sometimes. I remember how that used to feel.
Despite all my rage, I’m still just a rat in a cage.
Now it seems, it was a prison (cage) of my own making…
I often stray away from political overtures because they are just as false as the reality we are all experiencing. I have been rereading Robert Bruce’s “The Practical Psychic Self Defense Handbook” and the following paragraph provided an explanation concerning the persona of a current notorious American politician.
Negs have the ability to shield their true energies and identities. This masking is like a glamor. Glamor is a field of intention energy that hides the truth. Glamor around a living human changes how they are perceived by others. Glamor can make an old and unattractive person look young and desirable. It can also cause nice, young, attractive persons to appear as being old and unattractive, or repulsive. Negs use glamor extensively to fool human psychics. A Neg spirit will often, for example, present itself as a sweet lost child. Psychics and clairvoyants will perceive the Neg as such and feel sympathetic towards the spirit. Negs are notorious deceivers and liars. People overshadowed or possessed by Negs will also often have a glamor around them. Negs also punish and isolate people by projecting around them a field of glamor that irritates and repels other people.
I often wonder how a person with such a uniquely despicable character have a following. I watch how people fall into a kind of trance once they spend time with them. I watch as people that were once critical suddenly change their mind and become an ally. The above paragraph provides an explanation to what I observe with this particular person especially the aspect of being “notorious deceivers and liars”. This politician behaves as if he has made a ‘deal’ with a negative entity.
What Negs can do to a person is limited by the level of permission they have obtained. Permission and agreements relate to the free will of individuals. The higher self will sometimes adjust a person’s natural shields and defenses to allow a Neg influence or invasion, if this has been requested by that person or is required by that person’s higher self.
The first quoted paragraph also explains what I have posted in the past. I refer to them as “the others” because I can sense them from a bout 300 feet, more or less, and they have an overtly attractive air about them even though they have average to below average physical characteristics.
It has suddenly occurred to me that I asked for everything that I have experienced.
This emotionally significant thought just occurred to me after some reading and thinking. I remember that I used to say that I could not remember asking for the pain and suffering I have endured. I remember I adamantly stated “who would want to experience a life like this, it doesn’t make any fucking sense to ask for this shit…”. I remember not asking for any of this, but what I wanted most was to ascend, to see the truth and to evolve. I now, feeling a bit giddy, understand that I received exactly what I needed to get me where I am right now.
Abraham was right. The law of attraction is constant and consistent.
When you a reading and learning about a particular subject your attention can attract more information from your conscious environment. I am engaged in learning about the occult, paranormal and dimensional entities since my recent discovery that these entities have an interest in my conscious experience. I have been ignoring this video for the past week and as it continued to appear before me frequently I decided to watched it. The first thought that came to me was that subject of the video was being influenced by an entity.
If you do a minimal search on the subject of sex demons you will find the terms incubus (male) and sucubus (female), Most literature classifies this subject as mythology, where myth is a cultural belief and normally regarded as false. The incubus or sucubus usually engages in sex with a sleeping victim. But, because of my own experiences with negative entities, they do not seem to be limited to the conscious (awake) or unconscious (sleep) state of the victim. The attacks I experience can happen at any time with the intensity varying on the time of day or lunar cycle.
With this new understanding I am beginning to ask if the influence of negative entities upon humanity are more prevalent than we allow ourselves to believe. Stories (mythology) about negative entities are abundant in our distant history, I cannot beleive that they just disappeared when we evolved from the agrarian age through the industrial and information ages. The most recent restaurant shooting in Oklahoma has interested me because of a video the shooter posted. The shooter stated that he was losing his mind because he did not have anyone to talk to. His state of mind made him an easy target for negative entities. Are mass murderers (particularly school shooters) being influenced by negative dimensional entities?
The influence upon humanity by negative entities cannot be scientifically measured. We may or may not be able to measure the presence of negative entities, but we do have one institution that can help understand the recent increase in reported cases of demonic possession, the Vatican. The Guardian released an article (Vatican to hold exorcist training course after ‘rise in possessions’) on March 30 2018 on the increase in reported cases of demonic possession and the need for the Vatican to hold a training course for exorcism. Understanding that exorcism is a exploitable subject and difficult to define, there has been a three-fold increase in Italy to 500,000 and cases have “risen exponentially” in Ireland.
Note: I am undergoing a psychic or negative entity attack at this moment (05.26.2018 – 15:15:23) while I write this post.
It is a slippery slope to categorize all mental health issues as demonic or negative entity possession, but I cannot rule out that paranormal, demonic, negative entities no longer exist in our modern conscious environment. What else could be happening regarding the current dilemma facing our seemingly deteriorating human condition? I believe that continuing to disregard the possibility of paranormal and dimensional influences increases vulnerability. I also beleive that running to the protection of religion has its own perils.
After yesterday’s post I have been under a relatively constant attack. There is a moderate dull ache on the left side just below my rib cage. It varies in intensity and a bit of a casual annoyance. (This attack is not as intense as the attack I endured when I was reading a 2009 article about a UK policeman observing Tall White Aliens inspecting a crop circleI. The article kind of jumped out at me as these things usually do. I have been a fan of crop circles, I love the geometry and they make great mandalas for meditation.) I am familiar with these kinds of attacks because they are part of their attempt to condition or control my behavior. This method is no longer that effective since I now know where the attacks originate from and they have been happening for some time now.
Since this attack was constant I was able to experiment with some various methods to protect myself. The methods are mostly from Robert Bruce’s book Practical Psychic Self Defense and work very well, but I was also able experiment with some of my own alchemical methods from the energy devices I have developed over time. The most effective method has a lot to do with symbols of alchemy created in 3D form. I receive an immediate releif and then the ache will build back over time. I cannot disclose the specifics at this time because I do not want to completely disclose my hand, so to speak.
The attack is similar to a leach attaching to a part of the body, but let’s say that the leach did not deploy an anestetic so you can feel it feeding on your body. Or, similar to a tick bite or some other blood sucking vermin. As I and Robert Bruce concur they are parasitic in nature, but I am not sure if or what they are feeding on.
Scanned image from Rober Bruce’s book Practical Psychic Self Defense used as a visual representation of witches, negative entities and the like.
Robert Bruce states that an entity can create a psychic link to the victim. That link is like a thread (or proboscis) used to inflict pain or damage. One discovery I made was that the link between the entity and my body is a two way link. I can use the link to move energy back to the source. If the link is one of the dark art use of an effigy of the victim, then the attack can be reflected back upon the source.
I have to admit that I have become a bit of a nerd when it comes to these attacks. Instead of worrying about the attack I now jump at the opportunity to use the attack to test and strengthen my knowledge. Attitude and will are very important factors in the defense of these attacks. I beleive the attacks are designed to degrade well being and incite fear. The maintenance of a positive attitude becomes easier when you have the right kind of knowledge (shinning light upon the dark arts).
Interestingly, I have not yet figured out why the attacks subside when I am writing a post for this blog, or how the entity knows I posted on the blog at all. Possibly a quirk in the whole of consciousness I have yet to discover.
What is always a refreshing aspect of my challenge to live a life of freedom within the constraints of this illusion, is the response I receive from my antagonists for my defiant actions. Today I get to bathe in the oppressive electromagnetic radiation for the post I published yesterday concerning the “sonic attack” reported in the news. Their response affirms that my actions were appropriate for my cause.
The robotic nature of the response is something that I have grown accustomed to over the past seven years of escalated attacks since Hawaii. It comes and goes and yet I still have not changed my behavior. There must be some kind of dislocation regarding how time is perceived in relation to this level of consciousness and whatever dimensional reality they exist within. For the past seven years I have evolved, but they have not. This aspect of their behavior has been noted by others as well. I see it as an exploitable characteristic, they are vulnerable if they are incapable of evolving and adapting to change.
At this moment the level of radiation has diminished. My current and consistent acts of defiance may eventually wear them down. In the end, I know I have already won, even if there is no end for my immortal soul…
These are happier times. Remaining in this state of happiness is my most potent weapon. They may have mastered consciousness, but they have not mastered me.
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment
We are choosing to be here right now
Hold on, stay inside…
This holy reality, this holy experience
Choosing to be here in…
This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in…
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion
Alive!
In this holy reality, in this holy experience
Choosing to be here in…
This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in…
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion
Twirling round with this familiar parable
Spinning, weaving round each new experience
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing
A chance to be alive and breathing
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember, we are eternal
All this pain is an illusion
This is now the second mainstream media report of a sonic or electromagnetic weapon used on an American federal employee. A previous article I posted on here (Sounds Familiar) referenced a CNN report on the attacks in Cuba. The latest information of Cuban attacks have proven that the victims suffered permanent brain injuries. Because of the covert nature of the attacks I cannot be completely certain that it was an attack similar to what targeted individuals have been reporting, but it does sound similar.
What is of interest to me is that I have recently discovered that there are two distinct types of attacks. One is of an electronic origin and the other is, for the lack of an appropriate term, of a psychic and/or dimensional origin. Since I have experienced both types of attacks over eleven years, or more, I am better able to differentiate between the two. The electronic variety is more powerful and somewhat indiscriminate. The psychic variety targets a specific body part of the victim (heart, liver, spleen, feet, teeth…).
My intuition tells me that the weapons are being used far more frequently than what is reported in the media. A few American diplomats may be just a small portion of the victims that are targeted daily. I speculate that many people suffer from EM weapon attacks unknowingly. I have experienced daily attacks and I compare it to the analogy of the frog in the pot. Daily attacks interfere with biological processes that affect long-term health and wellbeing. The attacks are not deployed for short-term effects, but are deployed to cause detrimental health and cognitive decline over time. Most victims are unaware that they are a victim until it is too late. The victim will go to the hospital for care and that may not be the best course of action since hospitals seemed to be saturated with people I regard as “the others”, my antagonists.
Most electronic weapons I have encountered were vehicle mounted, but I have encountered an attack from a person holding a cell phone (cell phones are radio transmitters) while standing a foot behind me. Psychic attacks may or may not have physical limitations and source detection is impossible. Part of me wants this to be revealed and the other part is concerned about the reaction of the population to this undetectable threat. We will have to wait and see.
When anyone attempts to describe this other level of consciousness you often run into the film “The Matrix”. I have used the film as an example because the film was a significant emotional event in my life, not entirely due to the film itself, but because if triggered something dormant within me that surfaced as an awakening of sort. After the viewing the film I was resonating on a higher level and perceived my conscious reality differently. I perceived time differently. Some thoughts were manifesting before me as if they were commanded to appear in real-time. It was one of those rare events where my unconscious self was screaming at me to pay more attention. This awakened state did not last very long and the following day, after sleeping, I was back to my normal mundane perceptions. This was prior to my use of Psilocybin and my harrowing session into the void.
David Icke has entered my conscious reality many times throughout my life. Most of the time I have taken what he stated with a few grains of salt. This time however David has reentered my life after a series of recent enlightening events and now some of (foundational views pertaining to artificial intelligence or conscious simulation) Davids’s views are starting to synchronize with my own, which is a bit unsettling, because David’s views were a bit out there even for me (reptilian and the like).
The reason why I watched and now post this video is because I am finding that my antagonists or those that are actively preventing my ascension are not of this physical dimension. I still must acknowledge that there are people (physical human entities) that continue to be obstacles in my conscious environment. These human entities are, as Carissa Conti has experienced, under the influence or possessed by these extradimensional (not extraterrestrial) beings. I have had experiences where I met a person familiar to my family and she was one of the people who I call “the others”. She and I could not stand next to each other without feeling anxious or agitated. After she left the house I suffered an attack, similar to having the life drained out of me. The next time I saw her all the adverse feelings were absent. Her behavior was completely different from our first encounter and I did not suffer an attack afterwards. I have had numerous experiences (some corroborated by family members) where strange behaviors from strangers have occurred, mostly waving at me and acting as if someone hit pause, leaving them with a blank stare as if looking into the distance, when I approached them.
There have been numerous experiences that I now interpret as some other kind of influence acting upon myself or someone in close proximity. I have been momentarily been taken over when I have been in immediate danger, like a failsafe being activated to ensure my safety. I have also had experiences that were interpreted to protect someone else. If for some reason I perceive a person as a threat, I will encounter a kind of psychic intervention that favors that person. If I engaged in an argument with a person (that I now know to be under the influence of dimensional entities) I will find my throat tighten and find it difficult to speak (Matrix movie scene: “what good is a phone call if you are unable to speak” Neo’s mouth seals shut). The last physical altercation I had found myself in during the late 90s (a man touching my girlfriend inappropriately), I was unable to land a punch and ended up with a black eye. And, when I attended the local sail boat show I was attacked psychically when I approached a particular salesperson.
These are just a few of the numerous anomalous experiences I have had to date. Now, I am learning to protect myself from the daily attacks with incantations I learned from Robert Bruce. I cannot explain how it works other than that it provides relief from the perceived physical and psychic attacks I have endured for the past 11 years or more. I have stated that I am a shaman, but recent activity concerning mysticism has gone to another level entirely. Since the use of these methods there has been a shift in my conscious experiences. The yo-yo (pendulum) effect has diminished. I am more capable of maintaining a kind of equilibrium or homeostasis consciously. My unconscious experiences have normalized and do not exhibit the chaotic swings toward fear and despair. The most recent attacks that have left me with sudden health problems and people stating that I look tired and rundown have ended.
I am finding my way through. The extensive amount of people who once watched me and that I encountered when I first discovered that I was a targeted individual has dropped significantly. These people were either possessed, paid or forced to do something they probably did not understand. The last two people that were overtly watching me looked very concerned that I was going about my business without being influenced negatively. The two men stood out as “the others” always do with a kind of matte finish in the way light reflects off of them (best interpretation of what I see and feel). They were not happy with what they saw.
The ancient Gnostics were correct in the way they interpreted consciousness. They used the current vocabulary to express what they were experiencing. There are a lot of people other than Ike that are using our current terminology to describe our conscious experiences, such as artificial intelligence and simulations. What is interesting is that after a several thousand years the fundamental aspects of consciousness are actually the same, we just have different ways of interpreting what we are seeing and feeling. The only thing that has evolved is the sophistication of the illusion or simulation. There are far too many points of distraction. Far too many people support, protect and insure the continuance of the program (System Matrix, etc.). We even have a desire to propagate this illusion to other parts of the solar system without knowing that there lies an infinite universe of possibilities right here before us, right here and now.
Time 22:55 – In the presentation David talks about the limitations of these entities that ht home. He talks about the inability of these entities to create or imagine and are robotic in nature.
My experience has been spot on. Attacks happen depending on the time of day, the position of the sun and moon as if on a schedule or using a window of opportunity. I have often felt that these entities are intellectually challenged, but they cannot be if they are able to manipulate this level of consciousness and our perceptions to a point. They are limited possibly because they have evolved to a point where creative imagination is unnecessary or they are not of this dimension and cannot perceive everything. Mind parasites or as I called them parasites of consciousness are dependent upon humanity for whatever purpose and this is a exploitable condition of our unwanted relationship with them. They need us. At this time I cannot imagine a scenario where humanity needs them. To be free of them would mean that humanity would ascend beyond their ability to limit, interphere and influence us.
Call them what you like and history has given them many names (Gods, Demigod, demon, angel, jinn, ghost, spirit, aliens, extraterestrials, etc.) They have been ‘here’ since the beginning, but it is up to each individual to realize the true nature of this conscious experience and push past the illusory veil of our corporeal conscious reality. At this time I do not believe that a savior will come and free us in mass. I do think that the savior narrative fits well into scheme of this reality. There are a vast amount of people who are willing to wait (a few more thousand years) to be rescued, I am not one of them. I am willing to risk everything to find a way to conscious liberty right now.
The past few weeks have been enlightening in a strange way. My view of what would be my own personal narrative as I conquered any and all obstacles never entailed parasitic dimensional entities, demonic possession, gatekeepers to a false conscious reality or unknow negative entities. But, I did surprise myself when I just took it all in stride and said “whatever it takes” bring it on…
I do have (I beleive everyone has) a very powerfull ally, my unconscious formless self. I do not know much about it (yet, it has my attention), but I do know that it is happy that I have realized its presence and potential. At last, I have someone I can trust implicitly. It makes a difference when you have someone on the inside, so to speak. Ready or, not here I come.
Resonance and rhythm are the basis for all things. Written words are just symbols for sound passing through an electrified medium of thought. But, what stirs in the wake, within the stream of thought, will alter you forever.
I cannot remember when the last time could have ever occurred, that the spoken word from a few days past, resonates within me still.
The attacks have increased over the past few days. There was a definite shift in my level of consciousness also. Now that I have become more aware of the origins of the attacks, they have become easier to ignore. There is urgency in the intensity of the attacks. Much more like the attacks in Hawaii, I must be making the right decisions.
As I have stated many times in the past, I am grateful for those that have stood in my way. They always let me know where they don’t want me to go.
So, what does the next day hold for me? I look forward to the challenge. Time to flex my frames of reference, and test my mental endurance. Thank you, may I have another…
”Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and desert you…”