The Silence

The Silence is a song that resonates in a perpetual manner within me now.

In the past I spoke of a golden seed growing within me. It seems I have been swept up into the tail of a comet, caught within its trailing vortex. The song seems to embody the blissful helplessness of this wondrous experience.

I have opened up my heart and surrendered to the whole of consciousness fully. I now know what samadhi means.

As it has happened in the past the silence washes over me without warning. I sense it in the background, an ever present stillness. I can no longer differentiate between inner and outer realms of the self.

While sitting and creating my day this morning my thoughts just stopped. I found myself in a meditative state that lasted about three hours or more (I can only approximate the passage of time).

I am experiencing a new sensation. I do not seem to be moving though life, but life (this conscious reality) seems to be  moving towards me as I surrender to the stillness within me.

Is this what they have tried to prevent from happening? What used to be so difficult seem effortless now. I cannot tell if they were real or the manifestation of my conscious ego. Not so important now.

Blessings to all who have read this.

Extraordinary Contentment

As you may have noticed that I have not been updating this blog on a regular basis. I really do not wish to engage or reinforce a malformed conscious reality. My focus, now, is to recreate my conscious reality with a more desirable and beneficial construct. 

What prompted this entry was a realization that most of what I feel emotionally is false except for what should only be described as fundamental conscious constant. Out of all the emotions that are possible, contentment is the one emotion that should be allowed to dominate the moments of our lives. I say this because if you allow contentment to become the constant in your life consciousness will respond.
Negative thoughts and emotional responses are in absence of contentment. I have realized that I have unconsciously allowed negative thoughts to enter my mind, so to speak. I allow this to happen when I am not focused upon contentment and being conscious, or attentive. I guess today was the first time I realized I was floating on a raft of negativity upon an ocean of contentment. 
Time to dive in…