Possessions

puppetWe are all familiar with demonic possession because of our entertainment culture. One of the most famous films was ‘The Exorcist’ and there have been many others since, with most of them being based on actual events. Demonic possession has also been a part of the social construct of may different societies. But, the ‘demonic’ aspect does not exist in all cases and possession does not always occur for long periods of time and may only play a part to influence an individual’s decisions for only a moment in time. So what does it mean to be possessed? Being that there is a popular phrase that ‘the devil made me do it’ in western culture, how do you know that you are, or are not possessed, or influenced, by an other worldly entity?

Someone once commented on this blog that many of the people that participate in ‘gang stalking’ or targeting individuals may be under the possession/influence of entities as ‘biological portals‘.  It was difficult for me to accept this at first, but over time it is becoming more apparent that this or something of a parallel notion is actually happening. This notion first induced a level of fear in me, but now I have become fascinated by it. I am only fearful that my fascination with it will bring more into my life, but also concerned that ignoring this information may be more of a detriment.

My conscious evolution continues and I must pay attention to all that this evolution is revealing. Carissa Conti’s assessment is fairly accurate. The influence of entities and their biological portals in my conscious and unconscious experiences is increasing. My assessment of these changes is that I must be doing the right things. I have to admit that someone more sane than I would retreat, but it motivates me to continue. There is also one singular, very powerful, and pervasive feeling that permeates my conscious experience, it is that I am under the protection of an even more powerful and influential force that I am unable to describe. And, because of my experiences, I have to wonder if it is a possession of another kind.

In my most recent experiences, I have been conducting experiments in the presence of other people and some of those people have responded in ways that would indicate that they are mostly under the influence of some kind of unseen entity. In the distant past I was warned by my allies that the people in question were contributing to my negative conscious experiences. I have now been able to verify the warning. In past posts I have referred to myself as shaman, partially enlightened or empathic, but it seems to me that I am just able to see things as they are; after all I was just responding to my inner thoughts that always told me that this reality is not what it seems to be.

I can now see why religion is a concrete paradigm in this existence, but unfortunately as pervasive as religion may be it offers little to counter all that there is to overcome. I have met priests that I would deem to be possessed. Holy people, it seems, are no more free than any other person. I have known people that were devout in their religious beliefs and were no more free that someone who was not. So where would anyone go to find protection? I do not know at this time. I once knew a North American indigenous man that called himself a shaman. He kept out of the cities and moved his family to an isolated parcel of land in the mountains. At the time he stated that he did so because of the changes he saw coming, first told to him by his elders. I now know what he was referring to.

Has the influence of unseen entities become so common that it has become the standard? Could it be that the influence persists because we allow it, or do not know any other way. The wrath of illness that plagued human kind in the past was due to unseen entities. tI was not until the development of a tool that allowed us to see these microscopic organisms that we were able to develop a means of defense. Knowledge of the existence of microbiological organisms has helped us to survive, as will the knowledge of the existence of unseen entities of a grander scale. If not, humanity will be no more than the possessions of the unseen entities in this existence, without will and without freedom (even more than what you now know as a false freedom).

– OTHER WORLD –

As there are and will always be questions, there is one that still persists. Why am I a threat to those that are hiding in plain sight? There are many that watch me everywhere I go. Why? What is it about me that requires so much attention? Those ‘Others’ that I see are now a rarity, but when I do see them what happens to them? My accidental encounters change something. I think it may have something to do with possession. Those attractive ones that demand my attention may be possessed by an entity of a different kind. My guess is that they are possessed at birth. My guess is that I am bearing witness to their existence in this realm. Am I accidentally revealing something about them to my allies within the whole of consciousness? I once ventured into an affluent area in the city of Santa Clara and the next day one of those that watch me (minion) commented on how brave I was to have gone into that area.

In the past I have played games with those minions and have lost them in Hawaii and then at least five people were seen searching for me. When I would go through affluent areas there are several cars involved in surveilling me. Why?

Now, when I enter these affluent areas I can feel that I am suffering from a minor psychic attack. I can walk into a crowded store or mall and half the people will head for the exit. What is it about me that they fear? In the Stanford Mall in Palo Alto CA. there are several clerks that will go into the back office until I leave and in affluent areas of San Francisco and Sausalito my presence can literally empty the streets. Why? What role should I play in this?

Note: On one trip to San Francisco while stuck in traffic in the Presidio area an attractive young woman kept walking by my car curiously looking at me as she passed, the same I have done to those I call the ‘Others’ – why?

Journal: Time Of Day

Moon waning crescent 23.8 days, Cancer – Water. Time 14:52, planet hours: Mars.

Why is it that on most days between the hours, on or around, !2:30 (sometimes earlier) to 03:00 p.m. there is an intensity of interference that I am able to perceive? This is somewhat hard to describe and is related to cognitive processes. The interference peaks at around 02:00 p.m. and then subsides just before 03:00 p.m. I am trying to track the source (hence the text in red above on journal posts) and feel that it is related to lunar and solar cycles. This was first noticed in Hawaii being related to position of the Sun (the intensity of the attacks at that time were far more sever, but always related, or correlated, to the position of the sun). In my current location I seem to feel better after 03:00 whether I believe I am under some kind of attack or not. Moon is setting at 15:45 today in my current location. I will need to be attentive to moonrise and moonset to try to flesh this out.

Vice: Gang Stalking

Synchronicity. I am constantly being amazed how consciousness is allowing this to come into my view. I am in the flow of knowledge anticipating the next subject vying for my attention. I watched this video and I was able to recognize the state of consciousness that the victims were experiencing. After seven years, those memories are still tough to recall.

Time: 16:20 A victim is brought to tears as he attempts to explain what he is going through and the toll it has taken on his well being. I remember the times I used to cry in the morning and then again at night. This relentless onslaught of fear and hopelessness that drains the life from you. “It changes you”. Much like the victim Billy, I thought that Catholic inatitutions were my main antagonizing organization.

I cannot be certain (about anything) of what the victims are experiencing. I see similarities. I would first suggest that the victims read Robert Bruce’s “Practical Psychic Self Defense Handbook” with an open mind. Practice the methods in the book and use what works to find relief. Second, I would suggest to read the original “The Law of Attraction” by Jerry and Esther Hicks, based on the teachings of Abraham. Follow the methods of Abraham to find relief using your emotional guidance system.

The most powerful suggestion I can make is to use your current conscious experience as a path to conscious evolution. As difficult as it may seem at this time, this too will end. The most difficult aspect of your current dilemma is that you are going through this for a reason. Become your own champion and you will prevail.

In other words, the negative entities are low life parasites of consciousness and you must break their influence upon your mind. As much as you would like to kick some ass, it is best to ignore their pathetic minions (try to forgive them for they know not what they do). They are empty vessels under the control of the Negs. Don’t let them get under your skin. They want you to focus upon them and keep you in a fearful state of consciousness (lower level so they can continue to manipulate you). They want to provoke you and then have you incarcerated or institutionalized. Stay focussed upon the end (relief), consciousness will do the rest. Your higher self is waiting, wanting and vying for your attention. Your higher self is your best ally, get to know it.

Update: Here is a video from a supossed targeted individual operative, now whistleblower. Pretty alarming stuff. I was offered an opportunity to become one of them, but chose not to. Time: 42:00 – the whistleblower talks about the attitudes of the gang stalking operatives and how they are rewarded. Time:46:00 – they have also offered women to me, opportunities for wealth, social status and the like. I have seen the operatives in my life and they seem to have some kind of organizational hiearchy. The noobs are driving old Hondas and the supervisors are driving Mercedes and there seems to be no shortage of volunteers.

This is not a point of focus for me, because I know that what I focus upon is what I will continue to experience in my conscious reality. I have successfully diminished their influence upon my life using this method. As intriguing as this subject can be it has no positive ending, just more of the same. For me it is a path down a raabbit hole I just do not want to take. There are infinite possibilities of positive and evolving conscious experiences to manifest in your conscious environment. You have a choice…

Psychic Attack?

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Image: Washington Post

Robert Bruce has been mentioned on this site many times because his book Practical Psychic Self Defense Handbook has helped me to defend against the dark arts and negative entities. Unless you have suffered from these kinds of attacks it is difficult to imagine that they can exist. Upon discovering that most of the attacks I have endured were (are) from dark arts and/or negative entities and applying his methods and receiving relief it drastically changes your perspective.

Since this surprising revelation I have gained relief from temporary pain in the heart, liver and pancreas. I have found relief from oral infections that would occur during the waxing phase of the moon. I have found relief from sharp pains in the temple region of the brain, sudden feelings of fear, loss, hopelessness and sorrow. And the most significant being releived of spikes of anger for no reason at all. Placebo? Maybe, since I cannot prove that the psychic dark art attacks actually exist. Delusional? I cannot rule out the possibility of delusion since I regard this reality as an illusion, that in itself is a paradox.

So why are we here? An article published in the Washington Post titled: At night she suffered through searing pain, by morning it mysteriously vanished. What caught my attention is that the pain the woman in the article was experiencing happened only at night. Bruce reports that most negative entities attack at night. My initial attacks in Honolulu started at 17:30 every night and would not let up until sunrise.

As part of the quick start guide from Bruce’s book he recommends to repeat core affirmation, turn on all overhead lights, take a long shower (“The running water of a shower is your primary EMF (electromagnetic-force) defense against direct attack. Notice that you feel more peaceful under the shower” – The woman in the article was able to find relief with showers), apply Tiger Balm or essential oil to affected area, use of incense, play uplifting music loudly, sliced garlic cloves placed in room, sleep electrically grounded, get as much sunlight during the day as possible…

My use of incantations brought sudden relief from the attacks I have endured for seven straight years or more. I cannot express what a releif that is. I am grateful that my physical suffering was not as severe as the suffering endured by the subject in the article. My experience was more psychological in nature prompting a kind of spiritual renaissance – aided by my higher unconscious self.

The woman in the article later had a tumor removed from her spine. The tumor was easy to remove and encapsulated. She found relief after two years of suffering. Her mother had a schwannoma (a tumor of the tissue that covers nerves – also cited in Robert Bruce’s book as negative entity attacks that can cross generations within a family – she also lost a sister to breast cancer). Interesting coincidence? Unfortunately the woman was not able try some of the methods described by Bruce before the tumor was removed, so we’re lost in the land of speculative what-ifs… Bruce states that prolonged attacks can cause detrimental physical illness that must be attended to by health practitioners – please follow this advice.

We are relegated to the ranks of speculation in these matters without out scientific evidence. Not much chance that the A.M.A. will open up a department to investigate illnesses caused by possible psychic dark art attacks considering they were\are a driving force against shamanic healing, witch craft and natural healing methods in general.

Further down the rabbit hole.