Moon waning gibbous 20.0 days, Cancer – Water. Time 13:06, planet hours: Mercury.
I have become more acutely aware of my place, or position, within the flow of consciousness. I have been aware of this phenomena at different times during my adult life. I noticed the peculiarity of it, but did not really understand what was happening. Now it is difficult not to notice it. It is becoming an overt, yet underlying, characteristic in everything I see and hear. It defines my definition of what I find beautiful, comfortable and pleasing. It is changing my overall outlook.
There is a character of the movement of people as if influenced by a natural higher order. You are either in the flow or struggling against it. Navigation is intuitive. You can see openings as they arrive, you cannot hesitate. I am clumsy and somewhat apprehensive, but I am adapting. What interests me most is the dynamics of all known and unknown forces that influence the flow of consciousness. What is my role within it? Can I influence it? Can I travel upon it, like a wave?
I recently received a comment from a WordPress user Lander7 on a previous post: The Mandela Effect. I may or may not have replied to the comment in the same vein at which it was given, but it did trigger an interesting train of thought that I never considered before. I want to introduce it in this post and will elaborate on it in later posts as I continue to try and incorporate it into my current experiences and my evolving state of mind.
What if, what some of us are experiencing as premonitions, mis-remembered events or, parallel realities, are slices of a reality without time, or at least a concept of nonlinear time. Something so radical and inconceivable would be difficult to understand and possible bring into question their state of mind. Without linear time how would we be able to function within our current construct and concept of reality? What would happen if we perceived the past, present and future as the same thing? If it were to happen quickly we would lose our current frame of reference and cease to function. But, a gradual change would bring about a significant paradigm shift that we can adapt to.
For someone like myself I have learned to adjust to a changing frame of reference. If you have been following this blog you may know that I struggled with my experiences. I have since embraced that which has brought me so much grief, and because of it I have an evolving relationship with my conscious and unconscious realities that is still difficult for me to explain. For me, a nonlinear time based consciousness begins to make perfect sense right now. More to come…
When our ancient predecessors prepared for death, the tomb would contain items that they could use in the afterlife. In the past I have found that to be odd. I would often think upon hearing such things, “why would a dead person need material things?”. They knew what was to come, because they understood the unconscious. Death and resurrection is something that we experience every day.
If there is one thing that I have learned about dreaming, it is important that when you prepare to enter the unconscious (sleep), prepare as if you were preparing for a journey. Dress accordingly, gather the things you may need, or want to bring, and when you close your eyes, prepare to dream.
Moon waxing crescent 5.6 days, Capricorn – Earth. Time 17:23, planet hours: Luna.
I am Ready for immortality…
Moon waning crescent 26.1 days, Virgo – Earth. Time 01:01, planet hours: Venus.
Just a quick post regarding this current transitional phase I seem to be going through.
There has been a good deal of paranormal activity around my home. One incident was witnessed by another family member. Other instances I am reluctant to explain at this time.
I seem to be in a state of flux, I feel as if I am between two different opposing states of being. It feels like being stuck between two radio stations, one playing new age music and the other playing death metal.
I am having dreams about funeral like gatherings. There seems to be a certain amount of contention between the people who are attending. The contention arises during prayer like activities. All are dressed in formal attire from a distant past, but also some that are dressed in more contemporary attire.
I cannot watch the news nor any movies. I am finding it difficult to be interested in anything right now.
Spooky actions at a distance are still evident. It feels as if a big ripple is coming. This transition feels ominous, but necessary.
Update: Concerning my realization of Empathic Psychic abilities, there has been an increase in experiences that I am having. At this time I do not know why there has been an increase in activity. It may be due to my new awareness, or that I am purposefully attempting to acknowledge those entities as I believe to encounter them. Or, because I am now more aware and accepting, these entities are being more active – I just can’t be sure. Some experiences give me pause, because they are well outside my current frame of reference, I struggle with what I think I am perceiving. I even struggle with describing what I think I see.
Moon waning crescent 23.9 days, Leo – Fire. Time 22:30, planet hours: Moon.
Things have changed again. It is not always the actions you take that cause a specific, albeit, expected effect. It is the action that sets in motion a wave of infinite possible effects, or outcomes. A ripple through the whole of consciousness, synchronistic causation. I see what I have done, I made this spooky action at a distance. Now I understand. Now I wait for the ripple to return.
Moon waning gibbous 15.5 days, Aries – Fire. Time 18:53, planet hours: Moon.
I wish I was kidding. In the past it never made sense to me. I could smell distinct odors that should not be present. I never understood how it was possible. I could be riding down a mountain on my road bike and smell a particular aftershave. Once, I stopped the bike and stood on the side of the road looking for someone hiding in the bushes. Now it seems they are occurring more frequently and even while I am in my room with the doors and windows closed (heavily sweet cinnamon buns, heavy floral perfume). It is called Clairolfaction or Clairalience – the gift of psychic smelling, so I am told.
I haven’t really accepted my recent revelation of my dormant empathic abilities. I don’t think acceptance is the best way to describe my feelings, I’m just waiting to see what happens next. Waiting to be shown something new. I have never been able to relinquish control on this level in the past, every cycle brings a new perspective. I thought I had cast myself adrift only to find another anchor to cut loose. So now it seems I have help. I just need to pay more attention to my thoughts when the odors occur, so I am better able to understand the message being ‘scent’.
Of late, I feel as if I am in an alien environment. I am no longer bothered by the changes that have annoyed me in the past. It is as if everything is in its proper place, moving at its proper pace. Abraham was right, when in the right state of mind everything will begin to flow to you. And, everyday brings something new.
I have to admit I still wonder how far along this conscious evolutionary journey I would be if I wasn’t so dim-witted. Much gratitude to those unseen allies.